Saturday, August 29, 2009

The World


The World XXI

Divinatory Meanings: A pregnancy – A pregnant woman – Birth – Rebirth – Favorable things – Renewal – Getting it right – The sum total of a matter – Everything you need is there for you.

Yes or No: Yes.

Numerical Value: 21.


9 out of 10 times that I have pulled this card for a young lady, she was pregnant. I have learned to trust this card to mean that a new person is about to arrive. In the Raider-White deck, the world has a woman surrounded by the four beasts that stand next to the throne of God in the book of Revelations. I am certain, beyond a doubt that the person who was painted in that deck was pregnant at the time.

Why else would this card mean the arrival of the stork?

Perhaps because life must go on. If we look at the picture of our planet, what we see is a little round ball, kind of the same as you would find on a Christmas Tree. There are no boders, no lines, no squares. It’s all neat and round, like an egg. Perhaps that’s what the world really is: an egg. A very round and blue egg that some day might give birth to a universal consciousness reaching out to the creator of us all.

I can’t think much more about this card. It is simply complete as is.

Judgment


Judgment XX

Divinatory Meanings: Legal matters, court cases, being sued or suing someone. Also: resolving an issue with an arbiter as a Judge. Finaltiy. Being judged or judging someone.

Yes or No: No.

Numerical Value: 20

I chose the figure of Kalki, the last Avatar of Visnu in this age of Kali-Yuga as the principal figure of Judgment because he represents the Judgment of God against the sinners at the end of the age. The Hindu religion is incredibly more compassionate in it’s profound teachings than any of the western religions. When Kalki slays a demon or sinner, that sinner or deamon is immediately freed from the bonds of his or her Karma.

Meaning: if God comes down and kicks your ass, it is seriously kicked.

Kalki is the ultimate cleansing, the utter result of perfect, Divine Justice. Neither the living nor the dead can excape this ultimate judgment. In a sense, it is what we all pray for when we pray for a God that is Good: chastisement of the wicked.

It is important to understand that we are the wicked. There is only one person we can really be ashamed of: ourselves. Judging others is strickly verboten by the Bible and by many other sacred texts, sine we never can really understand the profound motivations of anyone other than our selves. Therefore, if we spend our time judging others, we are incuring the judgment of God. I am certain the good folks at the Supreme Court understand this little dilema – and they still choose to act as Pharises and Saducces and judge folks. But then, there must be some perks worth the risk.

What to do when someone trespasses against us?

Well, the Biblical response is: turn the other cheek. Forgive and forget. But what if someone murdered all our family and raped our pets? How can we forgive that! In fact, we can’t, can we? So.. Laws are made necessary – and where there are laws, there are judges and juries. Folks who will use those laws to determine who is right and who is wrong.
These thrid party-judges are humans who will commit errors. I wonder how many innocent men are on death-row for murder. One thing is certain: there are over 300,000 prisoners for smoking pot or weed-related offences in the USA. In certain Islamic countries, being a homosexual (Sodomite to you Christian fundies) is punishable by death. Jews used to stone adulterers. Europeans burt midwives as witches.

There is a great deal of mis-judgment by human beings on human beings. History is the record of stupid decisions by stupid judges. Some day, the Judgments at Nurnberg will be known as utter infamy. Some day, Charlie Manson might be found innocent. In the camp of Law and Order, nothing is certain except one thing: people do terrible things to each other and many times, they use Laws to do it.

So, the Final Judgment is not man’s but God’s.

Woe to they who have not learned to forgive.

The Sun



The Sun XIX

Divinatory Meanings: A bright new day. Good things. Warmth, love, tranquility. The best possible result. The best of all worlds. A boy.

Yes or No: Yes.

Numerical Value: 19.

Every time I look at the sun, I know God is looking at me too. In fact, I consider the Sun God’s Eye – perfect, and utterly devastating. Nobody can look at God in the eye for long. In this world, God looks at us with two eyes: the Sun and the Moon. Perhaps in other worlds, God looks at us with 3 or 5 or 8 eyes, but in this one, it’s two, just like ours.

You call him whatever you like: I look at the Sun and I know I am looking at God’s Eye. Light is the source of our vision, looking at things requires the interaction of light in our retina with sensory nerves that detect fluctuations in the intensity of light. So, if the sun is both energy and light, and there is no other source near to us that is as bright or energetic, doesn’t it stand to reason that it’s a kind of visual-thinnie of our Creator to check in on our little insignificant lives?

The Sun gives us warmth, makes us grow, in fact, makes the very life in our bodies possible. No Sun means no life. Of course, it’s only a little part of it, and life requires a host of other elements, but in essence, the Sun is the spark that makes it all possible.

Some good friends of mine consider the Sun an inhabitted planet and feel that the life-forms inside the sun are all based on energy and light. Not a bad idea: life as pure energy would require a world made of pure energy – therefore the Sun could be the ultimate planet of energy-life-forms and all our scientific friends would be utterly wrong in saying life is not possible inside the Sun. In fact, life “as we understand it” is not possible, but we understand so little of what it means to be alive that it’s an insult to other planets to say there’s no life in them!

My own relationship to the Sun is a bit like the relationship between me and my dad. In my bones, I know instinctively that some day I shall return to the Sun as the prodigial son. It is the light-at-the-end of the tunnel of death. I am certain of this. But to return to the world of all-light, first I must let go of this water-earth-air body. Not something I am in a hurry to do.

The Sun represents all that is good. It represents our Creator.

The Moon




The Moon XVIII

Divinatory Meanings: The Queen of Heaven (careful, only in very specific readings!), lies, occult teachings, hidden things.

Yes or No: No.

Numerical value: 18

When I look at the “moon” I call her Radharani since that is, in my view, her most wonderful name. In truth, that name belongs to the reflection of the moon as seen by Krsna. The moon herself is a bit colder and darker than Radha, and in fact, in Tarot it represents lies, that which lies beneath.

As Queen of the Tide Waves, she manages all liquid flows, including women’s mensuration. God forbid she forget some day to do her duty and women all got PMS at the same time forever. Oh, well. Her light is not her own, scientists tell us, and thus she lies to us about her true nature, which is cold and lightless.

She is, a piece of rock suspended above us, kind of not really caring about anything that she doesn’t.

To some, she is as a rabbit, jumping here and there to evade the powerful jaws of some Coyote somewhere. To others she is made of Cheese.

Nobody smiles quite like her, that is certain, but her smile might appear sardonic to some, because after all, she smiles only at night, and mostly at our own stupidity. Is she mocking us? Perhaps. Perhaps.

Any warewolf worth his salt knows that she deserves at least one howl when she comes round to see us completely. Warewolves, after all, are not stupid at all. They stay alive long after others less lucky have left their bodies. Of course, they have temper problems.

Perhaps her greatest secret is that she doesn’t lie to us at all. We only lie to ourselves.

The Star



The Star XVII

Divinatory Meanings: Triumph, Love, Good Luck, Good Magic, a good person. A lucky person. Affirmations. Finding the way.

Yes or No: Yes.

Numerical value: 17.

Who is your lucky star? That special person who you know will always arrive at the nick of time to save the day? Now think this: if you look into the sky with the naked eye at night, what is the brightest star you see in the horizon?

Venus.

Folks don’t know it, but there “he” is, Lucifer, by some names. Venus by others. If you look up, the meaning of old things becomes apparent, but sadly, most folks are always looking down. At night, guiding yourself, first by the Moon and then by Venus is elementary, as elementary as finding the Big Dipper and Orion’s Belt.

If we all thought as mariners, we would not have to loose ourselves so easily in the infinite laberynths of Karma’s wheel. And yet, here we are, forgetting ourselves over and over to try to fulfill some egoic, absurd destiny which once you let go of such notions, becomes nothing less and nothing more than the light at the end of the tunel.

I told my niece today that one must remember the old names of things. Especially of Gods. Lets see, kids, what can you google about Venus for old uncle Robin? Among the few things I remember in my riddled brains are a certain Venus without head arms or legs, which is still considered by art-historians as one of the most beautiful women of all times.

Finding the way is still being a part of the laberynth.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

The Tower


The Tower XVI

Divinatory Meanings: Force Majeure. Catastrophe. Accident. Loosing everything. Breaking up. A terrible event that changes one’s life forever. Ashes-to-ashes. Rising from the Ashes. No turning back. Destroying the old to make room for the new. A weak foundation will cause the house to collapse. A house of cards is blown by the wind.

Yes or No: No.

Numerical Value: 16.

The original tower was the tower of Babel. King Nimrod decided to build a tower that could reach heaven. Since all the people of the world spoke the same language, the Tower of Babel began to rise unopposed until it touched the very gates of Heaven.

Heaven did not like that much. So the tower came tumbling down and God confused the language of all the people so that they would never build a similar tower. Nimrod lost his Kingdom and his life and out of the ashes of the tower, ancient Babylon was created, beginning our adventures with modern civilization.

The moral of the story here is: do not be too proud. Another way of saying it would be: the bigger you get, the bigger you fall. Another story that comes to mind is that of Icarus. Icarus decided to build some wings to fly to the sun. He made the wings out of wax, so that as he began to climb higher and high, and get closer and closer to the sun, the wings melted and he plummeted to the sea to his death.

When 9-11 came around, I had a strong feeling that it was an inside job. Now, I am almost possibly convinced that 9-11 was actually a gigantic human sacrifice meant to bring about a New World Order. In order to bring in the New World Order, the old-world (represented by the World-Trade-Center and it’s Laws) had to come tumbling down.

The lives of the people inside the towers were a kind of blood-payment to the Gods of the New World Order. We are entering the age of Capricorn, the age of the Goat. 9-11 was the first event that ushered in this age, setting the sage for 1,000 years of peace and prosperity.

It remains to be seen what will come of this. But I suspect, Pax-Americana is come finally to and end and a new security arrangement will have to replace it. Another symbol of the tower is the Phoenix. The Phoenix is reduced to ashes by fire. But out of those ashes, the Phoenix is resurrected, Christ like.

To US cops, 9-11was a wake up call. After all, what do we do when we have an emergency? We dial 9-11. Osama Bin Laden was created by the CIA to defeat the Russians. When the Russians were defeated, there was only one thing standing in the way of a One-World-Order: The USA.

Now, this problem is beginning to unravel. The world has come to realize that US national security means nothing if it does not support World-Security. The Islamic world has awoken to the fact that there are forces trying to bring Islam to an end. A Jihad has been called for and the very nature of Islam demands that the call of Jihad be answered by those who believe in the Koran.

The rest of the religions have been warned: Christianity, Hinduism, Buddhism… They are all now calling for a savior. To many Christians, the writing is on the wall, and the End is Near. To Muslims (the natural adversaries of Jews and Christians) Judgment Day looms very close in the distance. Buddhists and Hindus, a little older and wiser than their Judeo-Christian brothers are trying desperately to sit this one out. But they know better. Many Buddhists claim Mayatreia is here already. Besides, India will have to rescue the Kashmir. And the Dalai Lama will have to rescue Tibet.

And atheists worldwide are calling for an end to Religious violence. All this because three little towers went down in New York City.

The Devil


The Devil XV

Divinatory Meanings: Something evil. Darkness. Black magic. Bad news. Something bad that happens to people. Accidents. Crime. Doing the wrong thing. A very bad person. A bad relationship. A bad situation. Evil intentions. Evil actions. Evil thoughts.

Yes or No: No.

Numerical value: 15.

Choosing the right card for the Devil was easy: what is the most possibly evil thing that man can do to others? A nuclear bomb. There is nothing intrinsically evil about nuclear power. The sun uses it to warm the earth and make life possible. There is nothing evil about fire in general. Fire is one of the four prime elements that make reality possible.

But there is no redeeming factors to a Nuclear Bomb. No excuse can be given for unleashing such destructive force on planet earth. When Oppenheimer decided to create the bomb (and all the members of his team), they were trying to beat the Germans to it. But then, Germany was defeated, and Japan was left alone, and would have surrendered… Except, President Truman decided to make an ‘example’ of Hiroshima and Nagasaki for the entire world, making the United States of America the most evil Nation in the world. Was the knowledge of how to make the bomb evil? No. Was making the bomb evil? Yes.

The road to hell is paved with good intentions. The most sinister thing about the devil is that he comes as a savior. The devil is the daily compromise we make with the evil in our own person. I am a kind of expert on this theme. The nature of evil has intrigued me since I was a child. Often, I recognize the evil in my own heart, but I find myself powerless to defeat it.

The devil is the one that feeds us. Every time we eat a hamburger, a cow had to be brutally slaughtered. When we have a cheeseburger, we are cooking the cow in her own milk. What is the difference between a Cheeseburger and a Nuclear Bomb? In terms of evil, none at all. The expediency of milking and killing a cow to eat a hamburger is no different of the expediency of slaughtering hundreds of thousands of Japanese civilians in a few minutes in order to defeat the Japanese Empire in WWII. But then, the results are quite different. The hamburger might give us indigestion. Harry S. Truman might very well have known that his deed had released hell-on earth.

The devil convinces us that he is necessary, that he is the only one who has the answer to our problem. But that’s a lie. From the very first murder, when Cain killed Abel, the devil has been trying to convince us that he is not real. But when we begin to look closely, we see our inescapable debt to the devil. The devil owns our bodies. Every time we eat, we are eating murder, and even if we were vegetarians, there are a zillion ways to fall into the devils’ claws.

The basic duality of our human existence makes it impossible to live outside of ‘sin’. That was really the message of Jesus when he said we are born into sin. The very condition of existing on this planet requires that we cause the destruction of other sentient beings. Well, not exactly. There are those enlightened beings who cause no extinction to other sentient beings. But they are so few and far between as to be almost non-existent.

Ordinary men and women don’t even know they are evil. They can’t see the murder behind their hamburger. They don’t really care about Hiroshima or Baghdad. They get up, go to work, come back home, eat, watch some t.v. and sleep only to start their cycle once again, utterly unaware and asleep of the daily mayhem their lives cause to others. They don’t really consider themselves particularly sinful or evil, but they are unable to see beyond their own limitations and they can’t fathom the cause and effect, the karmic causes of their daily activities.

The devils’ primary objective is not to destroy us, however, but to separate us from that which is most essential: our deeper connection to God. The devil is the Casino, where we go to pray to the God of Money. Or he is the television where we pray to an infinite number of Idols.

Once you are aware of the devil, you begin to realize that everything has a tint of evil. The most innocent things: puppies and ice-cream, at the very least cause children to get fleas and cavities. It is almost impossible to escape the devil because he is everywhere always. And worst of all: he makes us feel good.

But in fact, we all end up paying the piper. Be it Oppenheimer, trying to beat the Germans to the bomb, or your local preacher, worried about the mortgage of his church, sooner or later, all of us find that whatever we tried to do in this planet that was not of God, for God and by God… Was for his darker-side: the devil.

There are really only two roads. Many are called, but few are chosen.

Know the devil in your own breast and make peace with him. Perhaps then God’s true illumination will come through. When all else fails: pray.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Templance


Templance XIV

Divinatory Meanings: Balance, Equilibrium. A drunken person. Becoming addicted. Addictions. A need for sobriety. Lack of sobriety. The beginning of sobriety.

Yes or No: No.

Numerical Value: 14.

So many people misunderstand the meaning of this card. I chose Alcoholics Anonymous so there absolutely no doubt as to what Templance means. The “angel” of Templance is there to remind us that we need help. The waters of life, blood, the source of our vitality, is draining constantly. We can either help ourselves to more life, or waste it away.

Addictions are innumerable. One of my favorite is television. Nobody really thinks about it, but every time we put ourselves at ease to watch some ridiculous program, we are actually wasting the only thing God gave us: time. We could have been praying, or doing service (SEVA) or playing with our kids or our pets. Instead, we chose to tune out.

Drugs, alcohol are very similar. Some times, a little lift-me up can be helpful to melt the ice. Go to a party, have a drink and you might find yourself confiding truths that you are too shy to share with others otherwise. In fact, the Romans were very well aware of this medical fact: In Vino Veritae. (wine is the elixir of truth!)

The Baccanalias of the Romans were necessary evils so that a sober and serious people could go about their boring lives without breaking down. Christianity put an end to all that and supplanted it with Holy Communion. Not a very fair deal if you ask me, but I’m a Tarot reader, so I’m supposed to say things like that.

The bottom line of this card is health. Do what is most healthy. Are you French and can’t stand dinner without a glass of wine to wash it down? FINE! Just don’t over do it. Joe Sixpack might spend more time with his kids playing football than watching it on t.v. Even Soccer Mom (that austere example of singularly healthy living) needs to lay off those Little Debbie devils-food cakes now and then.

Part of the trick of this card is recognizing that it’s a warning: we have an addiction and it has control over us.

Death


Death XIII

Divinatory Meanings: Death. The end of something.

Yes or No: No.

Numerical Value: 13.

There is very little I can add to this card.

The meaning is perfectly clear. Lets leave it at that.

The Hanged Man


The Hanged Man XII

Divinatory Meanings: Sacrifice. Sacrifice for others. Jesus. Jesus like-behavior. What would Jesus do?

Yes or No: Yes.

Numerical Value: 12.

Without a doubt, Jesus Christ is the most important historical figure of our times. Arguably, he is the most important historical figure of all times. No other message has captured the imagination of humanity and the proof is in the pudding: look at the numbers of the religious of man and you will find Christianity at the very top.

I read the Bible occasionally. Each time, I get something new. As a practitioner of something forbidden in the Bible, I try to be careful to keep my mind and heart open to the things spoken by Jesus and not become close-minded to the fact that those words might be true. There is, in the last book of the Bible a very strong admonition against “sorcery” or “Magic” … Divination (which is the school of magic that the Tarot belongs to) could be called a kind of sorcery.

None the less, I feel Jesus and his message are paramount in my own life. And when I try to consider the sum of Jesus’ message, I believe that it can be summed up by the meaning of this card: Sacrifice.

What is it about Sacrifice? What makes it so noble? So powerful is the idea of sacrificing oneself for the benefit of others! For a pseudo-Christian wannabe like myself, reading the Tarot is a kind of sacrifice. The Vedas call it Karma-Kanda, and literally, it means you absorb the Karma of another person. When you pull out the cards, you set them in front of your client to help them resolve their life issues, you are actually absorbing their pain. Who in their right mind would do that? Even for twenty bucks?

Who can argue with Jesus?

The Hanged Man image is common in historical religious belief: The Norse had Odin. The Egyptians Osiris (Osiris was not hanged, but he was torn into bits and brought back to life). But in my times, Jesus is the man. There is one Hanged Man! All others are posers!

Justice


Justice XI

Divinatory Meanings: Lawsuits. Facing a judge. Legal matters. Suing or being sued. Doing the right thing. Finding a just solution or encountering a lack of justice. Need for Justice means usually a lack thereof.

Yes or No: Yes.

Numerical Value: 11.

I chose the World Court in Brussels because it is my belief that until we have a One World Law, we live in a state of Lawlessness. This idea actually came from a fellow named Gary Davis who renounced his American Citizenship in order to become the first “World Citizen” of the United Nations. His quest, more than any other, opened the door for me to really begin to understand “Justice”. Usually, what passes for Law and Justice in our world is the abuse of weak by the strong. The defining element in so called “Justice” is money, and as we all know, money usually goes to the most ruthless. Hence, the state of “world law” is one of lawlessness and a kind of Social Darwinism. In short, a hellish situation.

In fact, Justice is divine. Only a supreme being could untangle the web of human injustices. Human efforts to bring “Justice” to disputes is imperfect at best. The clear indication of this imperfection in human “Justice” is war. Divine Justice means death for all. And death equalizes all debts. More on this later.

It is commonly said that Justice is blind. I disagree. I think Justice must be transparent, but it must also be all-seeing.

I feel sorry for those who are called upon to Judge. How dare they Judge anybody? How dare they put themselves above each individual with some archaic books that give them a so-called Law to Judge with? In a perfect world, each case would be individually Judged – Judged on the entire merits of the plaintiff and the defendant and not only on some obscure writing in some book. Even the Bible tells us: Judge not least you also be Judged. But we never learn, do we? Always we want to feel morally superior to those decadent, evil, wrongdoers and sinners. Only thus can our own actions be vindicated in the court of public opinion.

A mob gets together and writes a few clever things on some “sacred” papers, be it a constitution or a Holy Book… Then the mob calls this “The Law” and then the terror begins. Woe to those who break the taboo of the land. Of course, taboos change from country to country and Nation to Nation. But behind every Nation there is always a group of men who consider themselves above the Law of another Nation. Thus we have a worldwide state of chaos which lends itself to devils’ play in the guise of Law.

Perhaps one day we will all be protected from each other by a true form of Justice. Perhaps? Is that not the promice of the Bible, the Koran and the Vedas?

The Wheel


The Wheel X.

Divinatory Meanings: Going around in circles. Starting at the same destination as the end. Not learning from past mistakes. The wheel of Karma. Recycling. Trusting too much on Fortune. The need to break from ordinary patterns of behavior.

Yes or No: No.

Numerical Value: 10.

I really can’t stand Car Racing. I abhor SUVs. I don’t like driving. I barely stand the rules of the road. I’ll never learn. But then, that’s Karma. Being attached or repulsed by stuff. Thinking that it “somehow” matters. (burp).

No matter how much we try, there are some things that win over our desire. Death comes to mind. Dishonor … Disaster. And yet, when it’s done, after we have paid the ultimate price, we go again at it with wild abandon.

Besides money, I can’t think of a more sinister adversary to human well-being than the automobile. And yet, given the chance, I would probably buy myself a white Cargo Van, probably a Toyota, although I’d rather drive a WV. Something about going around in circles for things we absolutely do not need or really “desire” once we get out of our egos.

I didn’t show the devil , the dog and the sphinx this time. That would be too easy. That would be making the symbol of the wheel cheap. (burp). Instead, I give you the ultimate in ego masturbation: Nascar. When will mankind learn to go back to God? When they stop running around in circles. Will they?

Of course not!

The Hermit


The Hermit IX.

Divinatory Meanings: Solitude. Loneliness. Strength in purpose. Celibacy. Saying no to a relationship. Triumph, success. It’s lonely at the top.

Yes or No: No.

Numerical Value: 9.

Illuminated by his own light, the Hermit does not need anybody to get to his destination, and in that is perhaps closest to the fool, but unlike the fool, the Hermit has a direction: He goes to the Beloved.

I choose this Sadhu because he is alone. You can see him in the eyes and see it. Nobody really can tell him how to smoke his light. But he brings a light, undoubtedly, he needs nobody to understand him. He is nameless and yet he has a name. He is nobody and yet he is everybody. He carries a watch. He needs to be somewhere on time.

I have met many a Hermits on the road. Perhaps even more than Fools. They’re alright.

The Hermit is no medicine man. He has no time to cure folks. He is on a path to purify himself.

Nuff said.

Strength


STRENGTH VIII

Divinatory meanings: Good choices, making the right decision, controlling the wild beast inside your own heart, a good woman, morality. Ethics. Truth.

Yes or No: Yes.

Numerical Value: 8

I really went out on a limb here and did not choose the ordinary symbols used in most decks for this card. I should have, by all accounts, a woman dominating a wild beast. Instead, I have the Governator with a sword. But actually, the symbols still apply: Arnold is in drag, and his sword is the beast!

Why?

Because in California, it’s the Gay folks who rule (not implying anything about Arnold, just about his attractiveness to other men) and the sword is the beast. The beast of violence and destruction represented by an implement created solely for war. What beast could be worse than man? Interestingly, Arnold has the sword pointed “up” which means aggression.

Conan the Barbarian is now a fully developed human being with a balance between his male and female parts fully awakened. A holy Hermaphrodite that has the strength to fully condone the beast without giving it room to destroy, maul and murder.

I wanted to choose somebody who is impeccable. Arnold came to mind. I wanted to choose someone who represents the strength of body and spirit. Again, the Governator was the man. Especially the young Arnold, who comes from Germany to the USA a nobody and in a small time, builds himself to be one of the most important people around.

His lesson to all of us: You too can be like me! All you need to do is to control the wild beast of the id and clamp down on your negative instincts, to build a better person each day.

Friday, July 10, 2009

The Chariot


The Chariot. VII – Divinatory meanings: Travel, going somewhere. A trip. Leaving a place. Moving into a new place. A vacation. A leader.

Yes or No: Yes.

Numerical Value: 7.

Fly me to the Moon! There is a car and there is a driver’s seat. You can’t really navigate without some kind of control, but when you figure it out, the trip is less trippy. Some folks never leave the comfort of the Hermit’s Cave. They must wait another lifetime to reach to the stars.

Any starship needs a Captain. But it is not just leading that get us there. Sometimes, you need to allow yourself to be led too. The twin engines of the Space Shuttle are nothing without the big booster. And none of these combined gets anywhere fast without the folks inside the little cabin.

Oftentimes, we forget we are in a spaceship. Mother Earth, when looked from above, is nothing more than a little sphere, floating in space, “seemingly” without rhyme or reason. But at least we know now. We can tell. We are willing to go there, and see it all for what it really is: a journey.

Do not confuse the Chariot with the wheel. The Chariot is dynamic, powerful, awesome. It gets things done. It makes it so. It makes beauty possible. The only cost is leaving the past behind. There are no safety nets for the Charioteer. Once you start your engines, it’s really up to you to get to the finish-line, and there is no guarantee that there even is a finish-line.

What is the ultimate goal of the Chariot?

To Boldly Go Where Nobody has Gone Before. Why? Because the Chariot is the leader of the pack. The Charioteer breaks ground for the foot-soldiers. He is the scout. The Ranger. You must trust your wheels.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

The Lovers




THE LOVERS 6.

Divinatory Meanings: Love, romance, being in love, a lover, lovers, loving someone, being loved by someone, marriage, compromise, union, sex.

Yes or No: Yes.

Numerical Value: 6

I wanted to include non-human representatives in this tarot, and I was trying to find the right card to express the fact that the evolution of the soul is common to all living beings. But animals are not like humans, they have a simpler, more basic nature, which, when stripped of all it’s complications, boils down to the biological needs that are common to all of us.

My reason for choosing these swans was simple: I wanted to show that animals also have souls. And the proof of this soul is the love they can have for one-another. It is a known fact in zoology that certain birds mate for life. We can call this instinct, we can call it a biological need.. But why not call it what it is? Why not call it love? Humans in Kali Yuga are almost not worthy of the Lover’s card. Our capacity of empathy, especially for our animal brothers and sister has decreased considerable during the age of Kali. This is a sad state of affairs, but if there is something we can learn about it is that animals, in their simple ways, can show back to us what is most noble in humanity: love.

Without love there would be no life. Without kids who fall in love and have sex and make babies, there would be no movies, no cars, no airplanes, no hot-dogs and certainly, no Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie. We owe it all to love. Love can also be a powerfully destructive force. Just ask Romeo and Juliet. Besides death, Love is the greatest mystery of all. The Creator has placed us here with the ability to love eachother. That alone should be undeniable reason to believe in an “intelligent” designer. There is nothing better, nothing more elegant, nothing more wonderful, more terrifying than love. In order to really understand reality, we first need to feel this intense, insane thing that we go through. The pain of love lost is like nothing else. It shatters the very foundations of our being. It makes physical pain seem like a pleasure.

We can only experience true loss when we know love. And of all the forms of love, the most poignant, the most raw is that love irreversibly tied to our deepest lust: romantic love. The lovers card is a little taste of the infinite story of love, but it focuses on romance, and thus it allows for the mystery to be zeroed in. Why is it that we love one and not all?

I can’t really tell you the answer to the mystery, but I at least I know to ask the right question!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

The High Priest



Divinatory Meanings: A holy man. Success. Doing the right thing. Blessings. Good choices. A blessed event or a good situation. Spiritual insight. Knowing the answer from a spiritual place. Teacher. Mentor.

Yes or No: Yes.

Numerical Value: 5

I specifically didn’t choose Pope Benedict for this card because I feel that the Catholic Church has lost almost all it’s moral authority. The Dalai Lama, on the other hand, by sticking to non-violence and exile instead of violent confrontation against the Chinese managed to capture the heart of the entire western world. This moral authority is the key of the High Priest.

The High Priest is our bridge between divinity and humanity because the moral choices he makes make sense for the entire society and somehow keep us all unified and strong.

The High Priest is much more personal than that though. He is Obi Wan Kenobi and Yoda. He is Dumbeldorf, he is Gandalf. He is the guru who helps us to reach the next level in our spiritual evolution. When our father fails to answer our questions, he is our second father. Maybe even more than that, he is our Spiritual Father, the father we choose to have.

Unlike our father who gives us orders, the High Priest can only suggest ideas to us. His role is subtle. When we get married, we need his permission. He is there at our birth and our death. The Parish Priest who has, like mother Goose, so many children that he doesn’t know what to do.

Arcane lore is his greatest attribute. Teacher is one of his favorite names. He might take the role of a particularly frazzled chemistry professor, or a beefy football coach. But he might not be a teacher at all, but just a friend who really understands what we are feeling and he knows how to listen. Usually he comes as a man, but occasionally, he might come as a woman. He is interchangeable with the High Priestess, but his domain is not as earthly as hers. He is a creature of light and the sun and truth. There is nothing hidden with him. Eventually, we must also leave him behind, but his lessons are never forgotten. He is a key which we use to open our own hearts to greater truths.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

The Empress




The Empress IV

Divinatory Meanings: Mother. Grandmother. Matron. Matronly Woman. Wife. Marriage.

Yes or No: Yes.

Numerical Value: 4

The mother of all mothers is the Empress. She is representative of motherhood as a way of life. Her place is always at the right hand of the Emperor and she is the educator, the nurturer, the one who cleans the diapers. The traditional role of women is that of mother. It is a God-given job opportunity for women seeking financial security and job security. Once a mother, always a mother. Mothering takes all other jobs a woman might have and turns them into hobbies. The truth is that there is nothing more important for a woman to do in her life than to raise kids. If women gave up on this, the entire species would come to a screeching halt and the end of humanity would come.

Women’s lib adherents say that a woman is not a child-bearing factory. They tell us that women have lives beyond the family and they can play whatever role in society they might desire. They are full of shit. A woman who is barren has left out something sacred form herself. A vagina is just a black hole unless life comes out of it. Women know this instinctively but they like to play the fool. This is evident by the fact that they can’t go out in public unless they paint their faces like circus clowns.

I am profoundly jealous of women’s vaginas. Call it vagina envy. There is nothing more wonderful in the human race than a pregnant woman. To have life somehow grow inside you and suddenly, after a while of being a two legged taxi for some fetal creature, POP! Out comes a real living human being.. From inside your guts! Only the power of a vagina can do that. The mojo of the vagina is unparalleled. Men might make cars and airplanes and guns… But they can’t make babies. All men can really do to create a baby is donate some white piss. Women on the other hand are the factory. They are the black box out of which magic comes out. They are much closer to God and they don’t even understand it.

So I laugh at these macho women who want to be warriors and fishermen and cops. Go on, you stupid barren creatures! Leave behind the most wonderful magic of all: making life. Go on! Make your carrers. Make your fortunes. Go kill Arabs. See if we care! See if your seed is missed!

Gay people at least have an excuse. They are in the wrong body. So called “liberated” women have no excuse. They are simply too self-centered. They are jealous of men. But hey, who would take their freedom to do all that?

It is no coincidence that in the so called “civilized” west populations are declining. Germany, France, Denmark.. They stopped making babies a while back. Women turned out too masculine in these places, so they must import Arabs and Africans to keep their populations intact. How telling! Divine Justice.

So.. Now you hate me for being a misogynist? Then you have totally misunderstood my point of view. I love women! I adore them! But I also recognize the role of the Empress for what it really is: The role of MOTHER. How can we expect our society to work when men leave women to do all the work? The Emperor is there to provide for the Empress. She does not need to go out and fight wars or hunt. That’s what men are for.

Monday, June 15, 2009

The Emperor


THE EMPEROR III


Divinatory Meanings: Father. Grandfather. Boss. Chief. King. One who has authority. One who is just, stern, kind. A wise man. A good man. Usually it refers to somebody’s father or father-like figure such as coach, teacher, or even a president. Affluence. Material success and wealth.

Yes or No: Yes.

Numerical Value: 3

Without a doubt Barak Hussein Obama has captured the imagination of the world and given us all a newfound sense of hope in the democratic political process. The first black man in the white house, something that during the times of slavery in the south would have been unthinkable, is now a reality. Obama is a perfect representative of “The Emperor”, the Philosopher King who brings justice and well-being to his Kingdom.

The Emperor is the principal father figure. He is the good shepherd, making sure that all his flock are not lost or injured by the many wolves who abound in the world. But this shepherd is not one who nurtures the spiritual and psychological needs of his people: he simply the enabler, provider. The meal-ticket. Father might not always know best when it comes to feelings and what is needed inside by his children, but he will make sure that the refrigerator is full and that there is enough money for new shoes.

He is the master of matter. He brings to his family affluence and success. He takes the raw matter of a person and transforms it into surplus. He gives work. He makes sure that children are fed and that they have warm beds to sleep in.

He is also the justice-giver. His word is the Law. He can make and break whoever he likes or dislikes. He is not bound to any Law but himself because he is the ruler of the physical realm. This makes him also protector of the innocent. And of course, executioner of the guilty.

The Emperor is a peaceful but stern man. He will not have his authority questioned by anybody, but he will give generously to all. His needs are the needs of his people and his welfare is the welfare of his people. He has a divine duty to the land, and thus his element is earth. His empire is always expanding. He is especially fond of large homes and castles.

Around him are a court of aides and service-men. His authority is principally a military authority because he is the Lord of Hosts, commanding men to defend the realm. But his nature is peaceful. He has no desire for fighting, no lust for destruction.
As the primordial father, he is also the Grandfather, the leader of the clan, the elder, the statesman. His power is over the cities and towns and he must always be accompanied by many who do his will. But his pleasure comes from the service he provides for his children. Children are his primary attribute because he is the one who “brings home the bacon”.

He is also always accompanied by “The Empress” his eternal wife. Together, they form the dual aspect of God known as “The Lord” and “The Lady”. Their unity in duality appears also in The Lovers, The Devil, The High Priest and the High Priestess, The Tower…In fact, they are represented in all the cards to a lesser degree. It is the balance between them that makes reality possible. Their Ying and Yang is delicious in the fact that they live the one for the other. Love is their principal glue. But their union goes beyond simple love and touches on the divine duty of each one of us.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

The High Priestess


The High Priestess II

Divinatory Meanings: A wise woman. Mother. Woman. Sister. Wisdom. Good choices. Making something good out of something bad. Choosing correctly. Triumph. Love. Compassion. The earth. Wholeness. Health.

Yes or No: Yes.

Numerical Value: 2

She is known by many names: Gaia, Mother Earth, Yasoda, Isis, Maria, Tonantzin… She is our mother, our protector, the source of our life and joy and happiness. She is also the terrible devourer of life: Kali, Astarte, Quoatlicue. But we prefer to remember her in her benign form, and we think of her as our divine mother.

She nurtures us, giving freely of herself to us and expecting nothing in return. She is the feminine mysteries personified and her role is to teach us how to love all sentient beings. She is the ground that sustains us. The water that gives us life. She is the beauty of a young woman. The smile of a young child.

She is nature, pure, uncorrupted. She is also the terrible power of nature: volcanoes, earthquakes, tsunamis. Our earth mother reminds us now and then that we are very small and insignificant. She gives us the opportunity to love and to eat her flesh that are the plants and animals that live on her, and we can also drink her blood, that is the pure water in rivers and lakes. But then surely when our own end is at hand, she reclaims our substance, gluttonous woman that she is! Nothing escapes her terrible mouth, which, once opened, swallows up every atom of our being to nurture the most humble of beings with our essence. Nothing goes to waste. Everything old and sick is recycled into new consciousness.

The magic of the High Priestess is everywhere we go. The very gravity that holds us in place from floating into oblivion is nothing more than her weight. She is incomplete, however, without her male counterpart. For her womb not to be barren, it must be fertilized with the Sun. Then, when the supreme act of galactic lovemaking occurs, we sprout from her limbs and reach for the stars.
As her favored children, we mostly take her for granted, not really understanding the enormous sacrifice she makes every moment for us. Even if one day we are able to leave her and take our place amongst the stars, she is bound to remain in place, with her husband the Sun, waiting for the eventual demise of time itself.

Whatever we have learned from her, we must take with us wherever we go, and make certain that the lessons of life are seeded throughout the universe.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

The Magician




1. THE MAGICIAN

Divinatory Meanings: Success. Triumph. Control of the environment. Somebody who has either triumph or success or control of the environment.

Yes or No: Yes.

Numerical Value: 1

Undoubtedly, of all the significant accomplishments in science and technology, none is more important in our lives than the computer. And nobody knows computers better than Bill Gates. Even as I tried to write this, I had to update my Microsoft word program and spend at least thirty minutes of my life dealing with Mr. Gate’s extremely astute marketing skills. So it is beyond any doubt that Bill Gates has somehow managed to recreate the world in his own image. This is entirely the point of the card of the Magician: using the tools given to us to create a reality to our liking.

The Magician does not need to be a philanthropist. He is simply a function of the raw power of intelligence, divinely guided to create new things. He represents overcoming obstacles and doing whatever he desires. The fulfillment of desire need not be good or evil. It is simply powerful.

To be the Magician means not to worry about the result of one’s actions insomuch as they accomplish an inner desire or create something new. Innovation cannot exist without the Magician. The greatest Magicians in history, Pythagoras, Copernicus, Michelangelo, Newton, Einstein and many others, changed our world forever. They became a function of time insomuch that the changes they made were irreversible. We can never go back to a world without laws of gravity. We can’t forget how to make the atom bomb.

The Magician’s moral ambiguity is answerable only to God, and God likes to play dice. Do we really need to know that the atom can be split? Do we really want to discover the secrets of Gasoline? Why invent flying machines if you are going to use them for murdering people from the air?

The Magician in our age is the scientist. Mostly amoral, the modern scientists are driven by desire of profit and wealth. Spiritual Science, the most important of all the schools of science, is mostly a forgotten thing of the past. The Natural Sciences are now motivated primarily by greed. Soon it will be survival. It is a cyclic problem. Kali Yuga is an age of despair, so it is logical that the Magicians in Kali Yuga have abandoned us and put on the black robes.

Dark Magic has a way of devouring her children. It is more or less inevitable that we are consumed by our magic unless we use that magic to gain wisdom about ourselves. Bill Gates, with all his wealth and power, is still a mortal man who has to sleep and eat like all of us. His benevolence is what will be most remembered about him after he passes. His accomplishments in the world of computers have propelled us to a world where the Akashic Records are available to us all. He has opened the doors to world without borders thanks to the internet. But will we have the wisdom to take advantage of this technology to really ascend into a higher level of consciousness collectively? Or will the market forces make us even more and more enslaved to our petty desires?

Sunday, June 7, 2009

The Fool



Zero – The fool

Divinatory meanings: Insanity, Creativeness, Something New. Going blindly into something. Acting crazy.

Yes or No Question: No.

Numerical Value: Try again.

Why did I choose Heath Ledger’s Joker for this card? Well, besides the fact that the Fool IS the Joker in the ordinary playing deck, I wanted to go back to the roots of the nature of the person that is portrayed in the film. In “The Dark Knight”, Heath Ledger’s joker is a total anarchist, a person who has no ties or desires other than anarchy itself.

The Fool is the Trickster of all Pantheons. His names are many: Native Americans call him Raven. Vikings call him Loki. Mexhicas call him Tescatlipoca. There is a dark side to this fool, a kind of ‘devil may care’ that allows him to go into uncharted territory without maps. He is unbound, incapable of being told what to do by anybody, even God.

The fool does not care about the reactions to his actions. He is free in the greatest possible sense of the word, even free of his own desire-nature, because the desires of the fool come from above, not really a part of the personality of a being who has not really formed a personality. Perhaps a better way to understand the fool is to think of him as a new-born. A soul, upon entering the human body, is fascinated simply by the amazing wonder of being alive. The fool does not fear death and dying because he has not really lived yet. And within the fool, every possibility is real. Neither truly good, not truly evil, the fool will do whatever strikes his fancy. This utter lack of care for the consequences of one’s actions, is of course, the greatest kind of madness. The fool is thus, the craziest of all of us. There is no point of reference for the fool. No place to call home. No resting place. Is this wicked? Not at all! It simply allows for whatever is present in the zeitgeist to happen without thought or prejudgment.

In our present day and age, the Fool has taken the form of “The Joker” a kind of nihilistic anarchist mass murderer. Why? Because we are at the end of an age, where murder, war.. Seems so utterly outdated and primitive that it should be banned by all governments. And yet, here we are, fighting a “war on terror”, when war is the principal cause of terror. One can sympathize with this white-faced devil who wants nothing more to burn and blast everybody out of their complacency and insanity.

Perhaps in another age, the Fool will return to a more playful form, tricking us into re-thinking our most basic ideas about truth. But in Kali-Yug, the Fool is also the destroyer. We have gone too far into knowledge to allow for mistakes of judgment. Either we allow for these destructive forces of the evolution of consciousness to rein free, or they will escape from us and blow our cities apart.

We envy the Fool’s valor. We wish we could be like him, giving a damn about anything so long as he is having a good time. And yet, to live as he does would terrify any reasonable man or woman. To boldly go into the precipice without concern for the fall… Is that not the ultimate form of madness? Was Christopher Columbus not insane to allow his ships to sail so far? Or the Astronauts? Or even Oppenheimer, who built the bomb, not knowing if he would be setting off a chain reaction that would not be stopped and which would literally destroy the world?

In a gentler world, the fool makes us laugh. In this world.. He terrifies us.

Chapter Two: The Major Arcana

When I first began to read cards, I used the Major Arcana Exclusively. The reason was simple: the Major Arcana are easy to read. Anybody can answer questions with the Major Arcana without prior knowledge of the Tarot. In fact, using the Major Arcana to answer questions is generally a more profound use of the cards. Leaving the Minor Arcana out of the equation can really focus a reading and make the whole experience much more powerful.

Without all the details, of course, and as we all know, the devil is always in the details.

If you want to know where these cards come from or what they really mean, I suggest Wikipedia. All I can tell you is that the power of these images is transcendent in every way. The mystery of the Tarot is encased in riddles and like a dramatic jigsaw puzzle, it waits to be deciphered by the right person.

My Meditation on Each Card

Before I had the guts to read the cards to anyone, I took one card per month in the major arcana and studied it in depth by putting it up in a small altar with candles, incense and all the rudimentary elements that go into stuff one needs to observe carefully.

This exercise was suggested by my dad. Basically, the meditation was simply to sit quietly for one hour in the morning and one hour at night and observe the card. I used the Visconti deck for this exercise. It was my dad’s gift to me on one of my many birthdays.

I started with the fool. Went right through the major arcana in numerical order. What I can say is that soon the images took a life of their own and before long, I was able to see the little people inside the cards moving wildly. This is particularly disturbing when checking out “The Devil”, “The Tower” and “Death”. But essentially, what I got was that each card has a spirit within. It is these spirits we call when we read them to people.

Demons and Spirits

Now, some Christians and Muslims believe that these spirits are demons. To them, I will share what my Zen Master, Richard Baker Roshi told me regarding demons in dreams: “They are the daimos”, the diamond in the soul. And the idea is to make them your allies, not your adversaries.

Final Word about the Major Arcana

If you are going to read the cards, and do so well, you must put your fear aside. First your fear of demons, spirits and the occult. Then, ultimately, your fear of God. If you are willing to risk trying to puzzle out the truth from these few pages of hard cardboard, be ready for a wild ride that will put your sanity and your most terrifying dreams smack into your face. This path is not for the faint of heart. The Devil card will remind us of that every time. Thankfully, the Hanged Man is always there to balance the equation.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

6. A Final World on Reader/Client Relationship.

6. Final Word on Reader/Client Relationship

Faith can move mountains. Faith is omnipotent in it’s results. Folks can be cured of terminal illness by the power of faith. Every one of my clients has a little faith in me, and I must do everything I know how to sustain and protect that faith. In fact, I always remind my clients that its their faith and not mine that will bring about the positive results of the reading. So every reading is serious business. People’s spirits and their relationship to their creator are at stake.

The Tarot is a heavy load on the reader. But it is heavier on the client. Every single one of my clients is a patient. They are there to have a question answered. They are there to get help. To heal. As a Tarot reader I consider myself a “spiritual advisor” and I take that title very seriously. Giving spiritual advice is the hardest but also the most rewarding job one can have. As a Tarot reader, one builds one’s reputation on the success stories. But those stories are not just smoke and mirrors: they are real people who have gone through a powerful experience of faith. My clients are sacred to me. Their welfare is my only real mission.

I was not able to help many of my clients ease their suffering. Many of them went home to abusive husbands, or to an empty house or poverty-stricken. My answers to their questions were not always what they wanted to hear, but they reflected what the tarot told them.

In the five years I had my shop, a lot of very wounded beings came through the doors. Each and every one had a serious problem for which they needed desperately some help. Most problems only required somebody to listen to them and that’s good. But a few were actually tragic stories that drove deep wounds in my own heart every time. Mothers who lost their children. Children who lost their fathers. Murders. Rapes… All manner of people came for my help and to tell the truth, it is a little overwhelming. All I had was a little deck of cards… How could I dare accept to help these people with a little deck of cards?

The answer is in the magic of the deck itself. I do not claim to know how it works. But I know it works.

4. Other Common Spreads

4. Other Common Spreads

My little tarot shop in Mexico specialized in the 22 card spread, but on many occasions, I had special cases where I was forced to use a different spread. I also made sure to know all the most common spreads like the Celtic Cross. These are some of my “special” spreads for specific cases.

• One Card

A yes of no question for $1 (in Mexico) or $5 in the USA. Mostly, folks I really don’t want to have to read to but who came through the doors of my shop and deserve at least a little service.

• Three Card

For people in a rush. I charge 10 pesos $1 in Mexico and $5 in the USA. Suffle and prayer followed by the client choosing 3 cards from the entire deck that is laid out in front of them. From left to right, the cards represent past, present and future.

• Eight Card

A variation on the 22 card spread where the client pulls out 8 cards only from the entire deck. Saves time on setting down the cards. Each card is representative of an aspect of the present situation and/or a question.

• Your Major Arcana

I use the One Card exclusively for my disciples, the young women (and couple of guys) who want to learn to read Tarot from me. In this reading, we take out the Major Arcana and shuffle. Just like the other readings, we say a prayer as we shuffle. Then we put all the cards down. The client chooses only one Major Arcana. This is then their “life lesson” card. The idea is that this card will give the client (disciple) the most important lesson to learn in this lifetime. My card turned out to be “The Magician”.

• Your Minor Arcana

Also used exclusively for my students, for the Minor Arcana reading I separate all the Minor Arcana and shuffle them. Then I ask the student to cut the cards or reshuffle and to say a prayer. Then I ask them to pull just one card. The card is representative of the challenge that that student will have to overcome during this lifetime in addition to the lesson to be learned from the Major Arcana reading. An example would be to pull out the 3 of cups, which means friendship. Well, the most important challenge for that student will be to become an effective friend. Lets say the card was the 10 of swords. We know the most important challenge for that student will be to overcome betrayal, etc.

5. Poker Tarot

My personal favorite, and my sole creation. The poker tarot came out of a very basic need I came up in my store , which was to serve four or more clients at the same time. The principal reason is that most of my clientele were young schoolgirls coming out of school to come and see me. They would come in groups of four to six girls and because they had to be at home by a certain time, I had to give each a quick reading. Well, I don’t really feel comfortable with “quickies”, especially when my clients are young schoolgirls, so I invented the poker tarot.

We sit at the table with me as the dealer. As I shuffle the cards, I ask the clients (four or more only) to say a prayer to their favorite deity and to offer this “work” to that deity. Then to make sure they did, after I finish shuffling the cards, I ask “to whom are you going to offer this work to?” to each client. The clients will then say “Jesus” or “the Virgin Mary” or “Buddha” or some such. And then I say to whom I will offer the reading.. I like to mix and match deities to balance out whatever is at the table. So for instance, if all my clients offer their work to Buddha, I will say Christ. If they are Christians, I will offer it to a Pagan Goddess.

Then, I pass out 8 cards to everybody, just like in 8-card-draw. I tell them to keep the cards face down on the table until we are ready to start. I include myself, as dealer and leader in the reading. I explain that we are going to be ‘trading off’ or ‘changing’ Karmas. There is, after all, only one death card, only one devil card.. only one tower card and somebody is going to get it that day, but only one of us and the rest of us will not.

After I pass the cards out, I give the chance for everybody to change their cards with the ones on the deck without looking at them. Usually I return two cards from my own hand, again to be the leader and to show folks how to play.

After we have finished changing cards, I start by saying: “Now we can either ask a question or pull a card without a question, and I’ll start by asking what is each one of you feeling about me right now”. If I have four clients, I turn over four cards, pointing to each client that I turned over. Lets say that my first client feels like “the Fool” about me at that moment. Well, I explain the meaning of that to the client.

After I have finished with my own example, I usually have one or two cards left which I leave for last.

Then, I ask in turn, from left to right for each client to either ask a question. If they have no question I go to the next client and ask them to ask a question. If nobody has questions, I go back to the first client to my left and ask him or her to turn over a card.

Each one of the 8 cards will answer a question for each one of the clients. They can take turns or ask questions in any order they wish, always asking them from left to right.

Usually, this is a great hit and everybody gets at least one shock and quite a few laughs. It does not have a “serious” tone, although very serious things have happened during some of these readings. For instance, I had a case of a missing girl (from one of the schools that were so helpful in making my little store successful) and two groups played Poker Tarot to try and find the girl with their questions. The cards answered everybody in turn that she had gone off with her dad. The mystery was solved. I was the most amazed by the results.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Stuff to follow at later dates..

Basically, this is a free book on tarot written by yours truly for your benefit as amateur and expert tarot readers. Here is the stuff I will write later and post here on this blog:

4. Other Common Spreads

• One Card
• Three Card
• Eight Card
• Your Major Arcana
• Your Minor Arcana

5. Poker Tarot

6. Final Word on Reader/Client Relationship

CHAPTER TWO: THE MAJOR ARCANA


CHAPTER THREE: THE MINOR ARCANA

POSTSCRIPT


Anyway.. If you are interested in Tarot you might find this useful, so keep an eye out.

Regards,


Robin Kaczmarczyk
Hollywood
May 24,2009

Chapter One: Reading the Tarot

Most of the Tarot books I have read go into great detail about how to read the tarot. There’s always an explanation of the standard spreads, the Celtic Cross and others… So called “experts” go on endlessly about the merits of this and that school of tarot… They talk and talk and talk about how and why we should do this and not do that when reading cards.

I am not about to do that.

Instead, all I will try to do in this chapter is give the card reader an overview of what I do when I read cards and why. I feel the Tarot is a very personal tool that has to be explored by each reader individually. Since reading tarot is a lifelong experience with a great deal of ins and outs outside the scope of any book, all I can really do to help someone trying to read cards is to share my experiences with each card individually and especially in what concerns the meaning. Spreads are the least important aspect of a card reading for me. I have a standard spread that I like to use, but I am willing and able to read in any form or spread the client chooses.

I feel that the cards have a specific meaning that cannot be “modified” to fit the psychological needs of each client. I don’t use upside-down meaning. Each card has a dual meaning. In fact, each card has a many-faceted meaning. But at it’s core, death is death, justice is justice, the lovers are the lovers. This is the magic, the truth behind the tarot, that once we pull a card out of the spread, we can’t really say it isn’t so.

If we are going to play the devil’s game, we must first and foremost give the devil his due.


1. Payment

In reading cards, I count only successful readings as worthwhile experiences. The only successful readings I have ever made, meaning, readings where I actually found out something about the future events relating to my client are those readings where I was paid for my service. I cannot explain this mojo. I wish I could. But I do know, beyond a certainty that it works because I have tried both, reading for money and reading without payment and I can guarantee on my word that only readings where I was actually paid money in a fair and reasonable exchange worked.

Since I work primarily in poor Mexico, I am willing to take less money from certain clients in need of help. I am interested in reading cards only to HELP PEOPLE, and never, ever, ever, to profit from my readings. I am absolutely convinced beyond any doubt in my heart that if I ever were to try and benefit financially from my talent as a tarot reader, I would incur a horrible punishment. I am, in truth, fearful of this punishment, so I am very careful to whom, how and why I read tarot cards.

Call me a superstitious fool if you wish. But I would never, ever want to become rich (or famous) from reading tarot cards. This is as good a place as any to add a disclaimer to this book and this deck. This work is a not-for-profit work, and any revenues that I might acquire from the sale or reproduction of this work will be gifted immediately to charity. I will under no circumstances be left holding a lot of tarot-cursed-gold.

Lets talk about dollars and cents:

I developed my standard spread through practice and trial and error. In the six years that I have been reading the Tarot professionally, this spread seems to work best for me with a variety of clients. As of this date, May 2009, I charge $20 pesos, which is about 2 dollars, US, which means, in Mexico about a couple hour’s wages for ordinary working people. In the US and Europe I charge more, usually $20-50 dollars.

The basic rule of thumb here is: as a tarot card reader, you are an hourly wage-earner for ordinary wages. That means, if a plumber earns $25 bucks an hour, that’s what you should be charging as a tarot reader. In Mexico, working folks make about 100 pesos a day, so 20 pesos is not a terribly high price to pay for a good reading, but lets remember what I said before: when the chips are down, nobody wants to be holding the cursed tarot gold coins. Real practitioners of the craft will know and respect the fact that service to others is the only reason to pull the cards out. If you are looking to become rich and famous for your craft, go learn it from somebody else..

2. The White, Red and Black Robes.

Tarot is a form of divinatory magic. There are many schools of magic such as necromancy, transmutation, divination and such. Divinatory magic has to do with informing the present in order to see into the future. Looking into the future is powerful shit. Big Mojo. Adolf Hitler and Genghist Kahn kinda stuff, that can move mountains, change destinies of nations and decide the course of history. Because with great power comes great responsibility, I want to mention the three schools of magic of the Dungeons & Dragons series called Dragonlance. If you do not know about the white, red and black robes, then you are not a fan of Dragonlance, and that’s okay, because that’s an extremely obscure fantasy series based on a slightly less obscure role-playing game.

In the Dragonlance novels, magicians must choose between one of three different guilds of magic: basically, white robes are good magicians, red robes are neutral magicians and black robes are evil magicians. Any magician who does not belong to one of these guilds is an outlaw and is hunted down and destroyed by all the others.

Concerning the tarot and the ability to predict future events, nothing could be closer to the truth. Folks who are gifted in some way to see into the future events can have a powerful impact on their world. Some of these folks, Rasputin and Aleister Crowley worked principally in the black robes, making their own interests more important than the interests of the rest of us. Others like Nostradamus and Edgar Cryce were more neutral in their approach to seeing future events. The white robes are not well represented in our present Kali Yuga, or “age of discord” but they are there as well, and we know them from the work they left behind: the Koran, the Bible.. The Buddhist Sutras.

Understanding that there are three kinds guilds of magicians out there makes it a little easier to choose the white robes. I would never stop anybody from taking on the black robes. Selfishness is just as necessary in the universal dance as is compassion. The vedas actually speak of three causes of nature called “gunas”: ignorance, passion and goodness. The black robes in this case represent ignorance, the red passion and the white goodness.

The magic in the tarot is neutral and can be used by all three robes equally. I recommend using the tarot for service to others and I call that “the white robes”. Unfortunately for me, I cannot determine what robes my students will wear. I can only give them the right tools and try to show them the path of service. Here, we can make a parallel between the tarot and medicine. In the hands of a doctor, opiates are medicine. In the hands of a junky, they are a reason to party. In the hands of a dealer, they are money in the bank.

Service to others is a very practical thing that the tarot can really help with and it means, for instance, finding out who stole money from a closed room, or finding missing people, or helping in a murder investigation. At some time or another I did all of these things with my cards. If I can continue to do so, I will.

Most clients have smaller problems to deal with. For instance, most folks in my village are worried if their wife is cheating on them. It is a reasonable yes or no question that demands a reasonable yes or no answer from a card reader who has faith in his craft. Psychology does help a little. But first and foremost, one has to answer the question directly based on what the card says. Nobody who reads cards wants to lie to cause marital troubles between two people. But a real card reader is willing to take a chance on his or her magic working to resolve if someone is being unfaithful.

The successful tarot reader requires faith in his craft. The reward for this faith is his client’s trust and a clear and very obvious indication that magic works and that the universe is much more mysterious than what scientists allow for.

Here a warning: The “white robed” card reader is someone who solves other people’s problems and makes their lives a little better sometimes with a well placed warning, sometimes with a dire prediction, sometimes with just a good ear that is willing to hear a confession. Red Robes might decide that some folks are worthy of their readings and others not. Black robes will want to control and manipulate their clients to his own benefit. But even the black robes will have faith in their abilities to snare their victim. Black robes will have just as much success in his craft as white robes, but at the end of their lives, black robes might have a higher bill to pay their maker than white robes.

When we read tarot cards for others we are willingly assuming the karma of the client onto ourselves. That means if we screw up, we have to pay up. Not something to be done lightly, especially for any kind of mundane benefits.

Writing of this book is actually my way of helping my students; (all you precious young girls and boys who have blessed me with your confidence and trust over the years). I am in the business of training good witches and warlocks of the white robes. I have worn the black in the past, and I am ashamed about it. But now, I wear the white (although, oddly enough, I am wearing black clothes today, as I write this!).

I hope you learn that the wearing the white robes is always preferable to wearing the black ones


3. My Standard 22 Card Spread.


With no further ado, this is how I read tarot cards.

a. I ask for my payment. The payment has to be fair trade for my service.

Here, fair trade means what you need from each client to know that you are not cheating them. I will not charge my dad the same I will charge a total stranger. I will not charge a poor person the same I charge a rich one.

b. I tell the client to take the cards and shuffle them or cut them as they wish, but as they are shuffling or cutting the cards, they must say a prayer. The prayer is the most important part of the reading.

The prayer is usually said in their heads. Some clients choose to pray out loud, but most don’t. It really doesn’t matter. The most important thing is to make sure they pray. It is their protection from the powerful mojo they are about to unleash.

c. Once the client hands the cards back to me, I ask them again if they have said their prayer.

Some folks will say they havent’. Give them time to pray. Get them in the mood. Make them remember that they are messing with weird, otherworldly magic. Also, if you clients happen to be Christians or Muslims remember them that the act of divination is forbidden by their holy book and give them the right place in their Bible or Koran to refresh their memories. When I say that the “prayer is the most important part of the reading” I mean it. I don’t really think most folks need to know the future. They can’t really change it anyhow. What folks need to do with their lives is learn how to pray. My tarot readings are mostly to remind them of that. In fact, I think of each reading as a kind of prayer, but I empty myself of myself and let whatever spirits friendly and otherwise hang out near that person enter into my words so the most benefit can be achieved from the other side.


d. I set down 22 cards face down on the table in 3 rows of seven with one cards left out.

22 Cards for each one of the major arcana. More on this later. I find that the 22 card spread covers most possible clients best. I do know a number of other spreads, from 1 and 3 cards to the Celtic Cross and many more in-between. For groups with a time constraint, I prefer the use of the “poker tarot” – another of my nefarious inventions. I’ll go into the “poker tarot” later. But the 22 card spread is far better and much less risky. I also like to remind my clients to ask questions. If you go to an oracle, you don’t go there without at least one important question in mind.

e. I ask the client what do they want to know and then let the client turn the cards over, one by one to answer each question. If they have no questions, I ask them to turn 8 cards over one by one and tell them what I see.

In Mexico, I usually keep my readings to eight questions for twenty pesos. Then, if the client has more questions, each additional question costs five pesos more. This prevents folks from turning cards over just do see what’s underneath. Also, twenty pesos is a fair trade for a few minutes, but an entire 22 card reading might take me a couple of hours. In the USA where folks spend more money, I usually only do the 22 card reading and I charge 15 to 25 dollars per reading. I will gladly answer eight questions for ten dollars. Again, the key word here is fair. What is a fair price for my service? Am I making too much money from any one client? Am I becoming too rich? In Tarot is best to be humble and under the radar.

Introduction

I was once in Tampa Bay, Florida, trying to make a quick buck, reading cards on the street. I was going through some hard times, trying to figure out my place in the world. I had gone there to eat some magic mushrooms and meet this pscybernaut named Louie. I was not too sure if I should be reading the cards or not, because the cards have a way to jazz with one’s spirit, to draw into quirky realms of realities that, in my case, tend towards the Lovcraftian.

But I have always been sure that God loves me somehow, for some reason, so I just asked God directly: Hey, God, should I be reading these here cards? God sent me a woosh of wind that blew them all over the pavement. I guess God is like that. Clear as a whistle.

But then, I’m notoriously disobedient of God’s wishes, and I decided to keep reading anyway.

In fact, I often think of my relationship to God a bit like the relationship to my father. I love him dearly, and I know, beyond any doubt that he loves me. But I will be demned before I do what he asks me to do the way he wants it done!

I must admit, though, that I have been reading a little less since then, and certainly with more respect and caution. When I read, I do so only to help others, never to benefit economically from it. In fact, publishing this book will probably mean that I shall not read tarot again. I have a certain fear of screwing up the few and basic rules that I have learnt over the years about these strange little cards, rumored by many, to have been invented by the devil.

Am I trying to sell you a deck or am I trying to share a cautionary tale of the power of these cards? They are a too, after all, used often to help others, rarely to benefit oneself, and rarely (but sadly) to utterly screw up other people.

Tarot Card readers are basically two kinds: people with a genuine gift to “see” into the future and charlatans.

Charlatans know that they are charlatans and they do not believe, really, in the power of the “Tarot”. Instead, they use their cards as a kind of “magic trick” that cleverly gives people a view of themselves, thanks to the images and symbols that the cards evoke, that fits into their lives and thus makes the charlatan “appear” to know deep inner secrets of the client’s life.

Folks who have a “gift” to read cards actually perform a kind of magic, which of lately, I have begun to think has more to do with intention than anything. Reality here is bent to satisfy the needs of the client’s reading. A kind of synergy between Tarot Reader and Client occurs where both are thrown into a world of magic, faith and the impossible. Here, the mysterious origins of the Tarot can give anybody with a little bit of common sense the need to stop, do something else and forget about all the crazy-nerve-wrecking sorcery of it all. Thankfully, God never game me such common sense, so you can be reading this book.

If you know anything about the major 3 religious beliefs, Christianity, Judaism and Islam, you will probably know that in all 3 of them there are serious indications that reading the tarot, or any other kind of work dealing with “seeing” into future events is a most terrible sin. You can not, in good faith, be totally fearless about such things if you permit the Tarot to really tell you the future. It makes you wonder if really we should not be allowing certain things to be seen before they happen.

Since then, we have been informed by a number of sources not related to the big major three religions, that we don’t really “see” the future: we create it. Certainly, if anything can prove intentionally as a form of “magic” – which all the Magik and Yoga traditions speak of – well, then the Tarot is a kind of living laboratory of such intentionally.

Sunday, May 10, 2009
Hollywood, California